Category: Cartomancy

Your greatest strength is in being vulnerable today.  Let your defenses down.  Stop hiding, especially from yourself.  With a sense of unconditional self-love and compassion torwards your self, feel your feelings completely and honestly.  When Strength appears reversed, there is some trouble with personal power indicated.  You may feel like your cravings and urges are driving you, like you don’t have control over your life.  It may be that you have an addiction or habit that you feel powerless against.  You may be trying to suppress your urges only to be swept away by them … for example, you may forego certain foods all day only to find yourself binging on them at night.  You may have thought you had put an end to an old pattern, only to relapse.  In all these cases, remember that habits and addictions can be extremely powerful.  Be self-aware enough to realize you need help:  it is not a weakness.  Strength reversed can also appear when there is a power imbalance between you and someone else.  You may feel controlled or intimidated by someone.  You may be choosing to allow someone else to push you around out of fear of personal responsibility.  You may not feel confident enough to make your own decisions, so you submit to the will of another.  Alternatively, you may be the domineering one.  You may be using your emotional reactions to avoid some situation or to manipulate someone.  Strength reversed can indicate stubborn pride.  You may persist with some action or way of thinking even though it is not actually beneficial.  You may refuse to ask for help, even when it’s obvious that you cannot succeed alone.

The Nine of Cups is a card of satisfaction, wishes coming true, and feeling on top of the world.  When this card appears it is likely that you are feeling really good, or are going to be feeling good very soon.  If you have a wish, spend some time visualizing what you want to help you take steps towards making your dreams a reality.  This card could also represent feeling like you have it all.  Beware that you are not coming across as smug or a braggart to others.  Overall, this is a lovely card, and the guy in the picture is known as the Lord of Happiness. This card talks about a sense of inner fulfillment and bliss, which radiates outward to touch everybody with whom you come into contact.  At a spiritual level, we’re talking about inner harmony, contentment and tranquility – an appreciation of the High Powers, feeling at one with the Universe. This feeling leads to feeling that we are blessed by life.  On an everyday level, the card will often come up to mark periods of high achievement, and the resulting sense of pleasure and satisfaction. It will also come up to acknowledge joy and happiness in an emotional relationship.  Bottom line:  when this card appears, it’s important to make the time to simply enjoy your own feelings, to revel in your sense of calmness and joy.

Someone or something may challenge what you believe in today.  Stand up for yourself.  There’s a good reason you feel so strongly about this issue.  Your unwavering integrity and strength will serve you well.  Be prepared to take a stand for what you believe in.  There are big forces at work against you, for example, societal expectations, stiff competition, perhaps your own lack of faith in yourself.  By facing up to this challenge, you will refine your principles, gain courage, develop your character and be ready to achieve mastery.  Ask yourself about what you truly believe.  If you are confident in your perspective, then don’t back down!  You may even be required to be aggressive or defiant.

Today, chances are you are feeling like you have everything you need, maybe even everything you want.  Give thanks for the gifts and experiences of your ancestors, or the vast body of knowledge created by the masters in your vocation.  This is the legacy that has brought you to where you are now.  You are taking your place in this lineage.  How do you want to be remembered?  The Ten of Pentacles is a card symbolizing physical security.  It could mean a successful financial venture, an inheritance that will provide for those concerned, or an auspicious partnership.  It is also a card of traditions so could represent a holiday celebration or doing things the way they have always been done.  If you have a question about what you should do, think back to the way your elders would solve the problem.  The warning with this card is that you may be thinking that financial wealth is the only kind of wealth there is, and may be forgetting about spiritual and emotional wealth.  Is there a cost that you have not considered in achieving the comfort you desire?

If there is difficult conversation you’ve been putting off, today is a good day to have it.  You have a very good understanding of your emotions.  You can feel deeply without being swept away by those feelings.  You can also listen easily, with compassion and empathy to another’s point of view.  Maybe the difficult conversation you need to have is with  your self.  This King may seem like an unemotional person.   It may be that he finds his feelings so difficult that he keeps them hidden, even from himself.  He may be worried about the consequences of letting his emotions come to the surface.  He may also feel that he needs to look tough, even if, in private, he is in emotional pain.  The King of Cups Reversed can have trouble finding love.  Even though he has a lot to offer in romance, his fear of being hurt makes him put up walls around his heart.  Even though he is deeply caring, he comes across as emotionally unavailable.  The King of Cups Reversed can also become lost in love.  He gives all he has to the ones he loves and loses his own identity in the process.  Because his identity is so enmeshed with his loved ones, he can be overbearing and possessive of them.  This King can be excessively emotional.  He may feel a great deal of self-pity or spend all his time trying to understand past hurts.  His emotions may be so overwhelming that he is drawn towards substances or fantasy to escape.

When making choices today take a long-term, heart-centered perspective.  Put the feelings and well being of yourself and your loved ones first.  A choice made purely from logic,that goes against what feels good or right,is not the right choice today.  When the Lovers appears reversed, there is likely trouble in relating to another or in making choices.  It may simply be that you are looking for love and cannot find it.  You might have an ideal lover in mind and cannot find the person that suits that role.  Potential love relationships may continuously fizzle out due to lack of chemistry.  You may find yourself in a sexual relationship that is not based on love, such as a “friends with benefits” arrangement.  You may be experiencing unrequited love, when you have intense feelings for someone who does not have feelings for you.  You may find it difficult to communicate with another person.  Attempts to connect may lead to disagreements and misunderstandings.  It is like the two of you are not speaking the same language.  You may be in a shaky relationship.  Often the relationship will be insecure due to some sort of imbalance.  One person may be afraid of losing the relationship and respond by being possessive and clingy.  Someone may be feeling smothered in the relationship, like they cannot be themselves or sikmply that they need some space.  The Lovers Reversed can also indicate poor choices or indecision.  It may be difficult to make a decision because what you thinkand what you feel are at odds.  If you’ve made a poor choice in the past, this card could come up when you are feeling regret or guilt over that choice.

 

Nurture yourself and your loved ones today through practical, loving action.  Think of your chores as sacred.  Honor your environment by cleaning it.  Bless your body by eating some nutritious and delicious food and enjoying some gorgeous exercise.  Bestow a little extra care upon your family, housemates, or pets.  The care you invest today will only serve to multiply your abundance.

Whenever this card appears,expect conflict of some sort. It could possibly be negative, such as petty hassles, arguments and clashing of personalities, but it could also represent friendly bandying about in games and contests. Chances are you’re feeling feisty today. You may get involved in a heated debate, or have a craving for some fun competition. The warning is to not get too attached to winning — keep light, have fun. New ideas and strengthened friendships are possible. In teamwork and relationships, it is nearly inevitable to have some difference of opinion. These differences ought to be treasured. It’s from them that new ideas and interesting compromises emerge. Be wary of stubbornly holding onto an idea for the sake of it. Tremendous power can be had when we join our energy with that of others, instead of fighting with them. Remember what team you’re on. Try not to get bogged down by petty hassles or annoyances.

Today, consider how wonderfully complete you are.  You are a unique and amazing person.  Everything that has happened to you has made you who you are today, even the hard stuff … ESPECIALLY the hard stuff.  Find some time today to reflect on your story so far and what an incredible adventure it has been.  And then get ready for the next chapter!  It is waiting for you.  The World (or Universe) card represents both endings and new beginnings.  You have learnt the lessons from your current phase of life.  It is time to move on.  This card can mean a victory or graduation.  It is telling you that you have enough and that you are enough.  It is time to move beyond thoughts of your personal quest to bigger thoughts of what you can offer the earth.

You may feel a nudge to do something different today. Follow that feeling. By expanding your world in new ways, you allow the universe to bestow new blessings upon you. A reversed Wheel of Fortune indicates an obstacle to forward movement. It could be that plans to travel or proceed with a project are delayed. You may feel like the same thoughts are spinning endlessly in your mind. You are not making progress, and may even be moving backwards. Alternatively, this card may be indicating that you are moving too fast. Slow down and take the time to consider your next move carefully. If you are considering an investment right now, this card indicates that you ought to reconsider … and absolutely no gambling at this time.

Let your feelings flow today.  You have a wonderful opportunity to create something heartfelt and authentic.  Whether it is a new relationship you’re creating, or a piece of art, your willingness to be open and vulnerable will make it very special.  Look for new opportunities for love, friendship, or spiritual growth.  This is an opportunity for intimacy and pleasure.  It could be an invitation to a social gathering, a romantic getaway, a marriage, a letter from a dear friend, or a chance to indulge yourself with that which makes you feel truly happy.  You may receive a heart-felt gift.  This is a chance to make a fresh start emotionally.  It may indicate a need to let your feelings flow freely, whether this is expressing your love for another or letting your tears out.  The Ace of Cups can also indicate conception, a pregnancy, or a birth.  The Ace of Cups also indicates an opening of intuition — a chance to tune into your higher self.  When this card appears, pay attention to your dreams and be receptive to the subtle signs around you.

Anything is possible today!  Open your mind.  Accept and say, “Yes!”  You’re only limited by your own doubts and fears.  So, today shake away your worries and take a chance!

Today, spend some time thinking about your financial situation.  You have a good practical energy around you that is great for organizing your finances and making money decisions.  Be sure to use some of that energy to notice and appreciate your many blessings as well.

Today, delight in your senses and emotions.  Taste the delicious food you eat, feel the comfort of your home, appreciate the amazing gifts of music and art that have been created for our pleasure, feel the amazing love that flows in and out of your heart.  What an amazing world!  What an amazing thing to be alive!  Choose to be happy today; it really is a choice.  The Nine of Cups is a card of satisfaction, wishes coming true, and feeling on top of the world.  When this card appears it is likely that you are feeling really good, or are going to be feeling good very soon.  If you have a wish, spend some time visualizing what you want to help you take steps towards making your dreams a reality.  This card could also represent feeling like you have it all.  Beware that you are not coming across as smug or a braggart to others.

Today is a day to nurture the seeds for what you want to have in the future.  This can literally mean working in your garden.  It can also mean beginning to learn a new skill or craft, starting to save money, arranging your living space in a new way, or doing something else that takes you closer to a future goal, particularly a goal related to security and abundance.  When this Ace appears reversed, examine your relationship with your physical world.  You may have trouble finding the financial flow you need for a new project.  It may be that you have the money you need, but you are fearful that investing it could lead to loss.  You may be so focused on the material world that you fail to see the value in the spiritual and emotional aspects of life.  You may be considering an unwise investment, either because it will lead to loss, or because it is an unethical or wasted used of your resources.  This card may appear when you are not spending much time “in” your body.  You may be spending a lot of time in the mental world or escaping your physical body by using substances.  You may be neglecting your physical body.  This card reminds you to nourish yourself with whole foods from the earth, rather than highly processed foods.  Your energy might feel ungrounded, causing sleep disturbances, anxiety or hyperactivity.  This card reminds you to spend time in your body every day, by exercising, eating whole foods, resting and connecting with nature and your loved ones.

Calm your mind today.  Shift your focus inwardly so that recovery and healing can take place.  Take time to let our thoughts settle and your ideas mature.  Taking time for mental restoration now will help you focus and stay motivated in the days to come.  When this card appears it’s time for a break.  Stress can take a toll on our bodies, minds and spirits.  Taking time out to recuperate can give us the strength and fortitude we need to carry on.  The Four of Swords may also be advising you to seek counsel, to go to an expert for advice.  You are also advised to keep some new idea to yourself for now.  Let the idea grow in your mind before sharing it with the world.

This is a card of Union — the coming together of two or more things to create something new.  The Two of Cups represents romantic attraction, a marriage, a supportive partnership, coming to a compromise, mutual support in a relationship friendship and bonding or a sense of equality between two people or two groups of people.  Whether this card indicates romance, business partners, friends, family members, or the uniting of physical and spiritual realms, when the Two of Cups appears, it always represents equality, balance and mutual give-and-take, particularly in regard to emotional support and understanding.

You can accomplish a great deal today, but discipline is key.  Stay focused on your goals.  Don’t let distractions interfere.  You have the skills and resources to achieve what you want, but not without effort.  When the Chariot appears reversed, there is trouble with making progress.  You may have all you need to move forward but lack the confidence to work towards your dreams.  You may not feel deserving of happiness, or you may feel stifled by fear.  Try to overcome your doubt.  It is likely that your thoughts are limiting you more than the reality of the situation.  This card could also indicate that your energy is scattered.  You may be unclear about what you want, or you may feel pressured to put others’ desires before your own.  Take time to go inside yourself and seek clarity about your priorities.  The Chariot reversed may indicate movement, but it is movement that has not been thought through clearly.  You may be overconfident and rushing ahead before completing the foundational steps necessary to achieve your goal.  Your actions now may also be unethical or harmful to yourself or others.  This card is advising you to slow down and look at the bigger picture.  It could also indicate travel trouble, especially when travel is over land.  Be sure to have your vehicle tuned up before a long trip and allow yourself extra time to get to appointments.

The number Five represents a challenge that will allow for further growth.  Fives are an initial struggle on a new path.  Five is the number of disequilibrium — shaking things up, breaking old habits, passing through the fire to be made stronger.  Learning and movement are represented by the number Five.  Five is the number of the Throat Chakra, which is concerned with communication.  The number Five also links the astrological sign of Leo, as the fifth sign of the zodiac, and the planet Saturn, the god who fathered Jupiter,  Neptune and Pluto, and the god who represents Time.  Saturn is associated with self-control, limitation and maturation.  The suit of wands symbolize the element of Fire.  Wands represent inspiration, life force, motivation, power and desire.  They also represent the connection between the spiritual and material, as we can see when we think of magic wands.

Chances are you’re feeling feisty today.  You may get involved in a heated debate, or have a craving for some fun competition.  The warning is to not get too attached to winning — keep it light, have fun.  New ideas and strengthened friendships are possible.  The Five of Wands reversed may indicate when a disagreement is finally resolved.  You may be ready to admit you were wrong or apologize to someone, or someone may apologize to you.  However, beware of smoothing over a situation to avoid conflict as the issue may come up again and again until you confront it.  This card may also come up when you back down too quickly when faced with opposition.  Remember that challenging situations often have the most rewarding outcomes.  If you are finding a relationship dull, this card could indicated a need for increased competitiveness.  Play sports or board games together.  This card could also indicate inner conflict, like wanting to do two things that cannot both be done together; litigation; disputes; trickery; contradiction.

When the Four of Pentacles appears reversed, it can be either suggesting that you are clinging too tightly to your material resources, or that you are letting them go too easily.  You may have finally come into some money after a time of frugelness and are now “throwing your money away” as an overcompensation.  You may feel like others are pressuring you to spend more than feels comfortable for you, or that others are being unnecessarily greedy.  You may be giving up material comforts in order to grow spiritually.  So, for today, be cautious about your health and finances.  Remember how important your well being and long-term goals are to you.  Even if you’ve slipped into some unhealthy habit, or frivolous spending, lately, you’ve still made some amazing progress and built a solid foundation for success.  Today is a great day to get back on track.

When the King of Wands appears reversed, it indicates that you or someone around you is having trouble with authenticity.  It could be that you are having trouble knowing what you truly want or who you want to be.  You could be doing things that don’t feel aligned with your authentic self.  Someone else may seem like a phoney to you, perhaps a bit quick-tempered and/or self-righteous.  You may come across someone who is a real charmer, but does not follow up on his or her promises.  You may be using authenticity as an excuse to do whatever you want.  You, or someone around you, may have an attitude that says, “I am who I am, and if you don’t like it, I don’t give a damn.”  Though it is important to follow our inner light, doing so with lack of consideration may be ill-advised.  This card could also be a warning against risky behavior, such as gambling with your financial security or physical safety.  Ask yourself if you could survive the worst-case outcome of the risk you’re taking.  If not, a change of plans is in order.

The Queen of Cups represents a mature woman of fair complexion and golden hair who holds a lidded cup or chalice.  She is described as a model of a loving virtue, one who is purer of heart than most.  A loving mother.  A loyal friend.  She may see visions in her Cup.  However, she acts on what she sees and her activity feeds her dream.  She inspires you as a role model:  good, fair, honest, devoted.  She will be of service to you in employing her loving intelligence, gift of vision; success, happiness, pleasure, wisdom and virtue.  This woman could also represent the perfect spouse and a good mother.

When the 10 of Swords appears, it is likely that the situation has become as bad as it possibly can.  This is rock bottom and enough is enough.  There is nowhere to go but up.  This card represents someone who has a great amount of self-pity, who feels like a martyr — like they’ve made huge sacrifices for others and received nothing in return.  If this is you, ask yourself what you gain by feeling like this.  Is feeling sorry for yourself helping you move forward?  If not, pick yourself up and get on with life.  Take the lessons you’ve learned with you so you don’t make the same mistakes again.

The Two of Swords reversed could mean making a decision based on our emotions or using faulty logic.  You may feel emotionally pressured to make a decision or take action, and do so against your own best judgment.  You may have ideas about what is right in a situation, but keep quiet so as not to make things complicated for yourself.  This card could also appear when you are giving someone the silent treatment in order to manipulate their feelings or behavior.  Ask yourself if you are really being fair in this relationship, or if you are only acting in your own interest.

One is the seed that holds the potential for new growth.  One is the starting point, or the presentation of an opportunity.  One represents the masculine principle of creation.  The energy of the one must be acted upon in order for growth to occur.  One is the number of the Root Chakra, which is the foundation of the system. This card presents an opportunity for real, concrete growth.  It can be a healthy beginning in a new project … a chance to improve your health … a gift that you can use for further gain … money that you can invest in your future … a new job opportunity, or a chance for promotion … or even a good time to start a garden or begin improving your home.  This is a time to strengthen your roots, to ground and center your body and to begin building the foundation for the future.  Spend time in nature.  You will find fresh inspiration there.  Like all Aces, this is a seed that must be nurtured in order for it come to fruition.  Don’t overlook this gift you are being given.

Nurture yourself and your loved ones today through practical, loving action.  Think of your chores as sacred.  Honor your environment by cleaning it.  Bless your body by eating some nutritious and delicious food and enjoying some gorgeous exercise.  Bestow a little extra care upon your family, housemates, or pets.  The care you invest today will only serve to multiply your abundance.  When the Queen of Pentacles appears reversed, it is a signal to look at the relationship between yourself, your body and your physical environment.

You may be treating yourself badly, particularly in terms of how you are treating your body.  You may be eating or drinking things that bring you momentary satisfaction, but that you know are bad for you.  Pay attention to how you feel after indulging in these “treats”; are the long-term costs really worth the short-term pleasure?  You may bew eating or drinking in order to soothe difficult feelings, what is commonly called “emotional eating”.  While this may provide you a quick fix in the moment, chances are good that drowning your emotions with food or drink ultimately leads to even more difficult emotions.  Try to let your emotions flow, rather than burying them with food.  When we let ourselves really feel our emotions, we can begin to get to the root of our troubles.  Short-term fixes don’t encourage us to grow.

You are being urged to reconsider your feelings of not having enough.  It can be a positive card letting you know that your unemployment and time of lacking will be coming to an end.  You may finally find a job or get that check you’ve been waiting for.  On the other hand, if you still feel like you do not have enough, this card is telling you to look at the reasons why that may be.  You may have been too proud to ask for help that you need.  You may have been spending more than you could realistically afford.  You may be blaming others for your lack of money and security and, hence, failing to take the matter into your own hands.  This card may be telling you that in order to improve your material comfort you need to take responsibility for your situation.  Ask for help. Start looking for a job.  Review your budget and stick to it.

He rides a slow, enduring, heavy horse to which his own aspect corresponds.  He exhibits his symbol (the pentacle), but does not look beyond the coin.  This is because the Knight of Pentacles values comfort, security and most of all, luxury.  This Knight is a person or an aspect of yourself that is all about utility, servicebleness, interest, responsibility and rectitude … all on the normal and external/mundane plane.  On the one hand, you (or another) are cautious and slow-moving, but dependable.  You are the squeaky wheel.  On the other hand, such caution is causing you to be very careful about everything you do and that, at times, gets you so caught up in the details that progress is halted.  Continue to take what you’ve learned from your studies and experience and use it in very practical ways.

You’ve had several days to slow your roll and reassess your current direction … and now it’s time to relinquish control and let go to let it flow.  You might even be required to sacrifice on something to promote your own spiritual growth.  So, now is the time to get back in touch with the spiritual aspects of yourself.  Take the time to observe your environment and situation from a new perspective.  Review what has come before.  Notice the blessings that came out of hardship.  It is a good time to look at past entries in your journal to assist you in shedding more light on knowing who you are.

When the King of Wands appears reversed, it indicates that you or someone around you is having trouble with authenticity.  It could be that you are having trouble knowing what you truly want or who you want to be. You could be doing things that don’t feel aligned with your authentic self.  Someone else may seem like a phoney to you.  You may come across someone who is a real charmer, but does not follow up on his or her promises.  You may be using authenticity as an excuse to do whatever you want.  You, or someone around you, may have an attitude that says, “I am who I am and if you don’t like it, I don’t give a damn.”  Though it is important to follow our inner light, doing so with lack of consideration may be ill-advised.  The King of Wands reversed could also be a warning against risky behavior, such as gambling with your financial security or physical safety.  Ask yourself if you could survive the worst-case outcome of the risk you’re taking.  If not, a change of plans may be in order.  Sit down and think about your goals today.  You have a very clear understanding of yourself, what you’re capable of, and what you want in your future.  Use that energy to get intentional.  Not only can you set great goals today, you also have the energy to start working towards them.

When the Ten of Cups appears reversed, you are having trouble feeling emotionally fulfilled.  You may be noticing all that others have and feeling like you are lacking.  You may have unrealistic ideals about fairy-tale endings that will never be possible to achieve.  Your family may be having troubles that cause everyone to feel isolated from others.  This card can indicate marital troubles, separation or divorce.  You may be u sing the love someone feels for you against them, or feeling like someone is abusing your feelings.  If you are feeling very alone, this card could be advising you to cultivate love for yourself and appreciation for what you have in order to increase your own happiness.  This in turn will increase your attractiveness to others.

The Knight of Pentacles is a cautious, slow-moving, dependable person.  He is very careful about everything he does and sometimes gets so caught up in the details that progress is halted.  The progress he does make, however, is sturdy and long-lasting.  He is a loyal and reliable friend.  He may sometimes be boring or stubborn, but he gives well-thought out and practical advice.  He can be controlling and may value principles and rules over all else.  He vales comfort and security, and loves luxury.  He is able to take what he’s learned from academic studies and past experiences and use it in very practical ways.

The Number 6 is associated with this card … Six is a number of harmony and balance, love and happiness, service and social responsibility.  Six represents initial success and a chance to take a break, and is also a sign of the work that remains to be done.  Six represents compassion and generosity and taking care of everyday needs.  Six is the number of the Third Eye Chakra, which relates to perception and intuition.  The Devil is analogous to indulgence and material pleasure.  When this card appears, there is something you do that feels good, but is not good for your health or well-being.  You know you shouldn’t have another glass of wine, charge those shoes to your credit card, or fall into bed with that troublesome lover, but you do it anyway.  You may be ignoring your higher self and be disconnected from spirit.  In some way, you are deceiving yourself.  Sometimes, the Devil shows up when a little fun is exactly what you need.  Sometimes we need to let go, break our own rules and forget about the consequences until tomorrow.

Today is a great day for creative play and for spending time with people you love.  You have a lot of love and passion flowing through you, find ways to share it.  It’s not a great day for big decisions however; the dreamy energy surrounding you today could make something seem better than it actually is.  When the Knight of Cups is reversed, the flow of emotions is excessive or blocked.  You may be overly sensitive, letting your emotions get in the way of mental clarity or getting things done.  You may be following your heart from place to place or person to person,without allowing time to develop your interests or relationships.  You or someone you know may be using fantasy or substances to escape reality in a dysfunctional way.  Emotions could be being used as a weapon, such as when someone vows love just to get into another’s bed.  Alternatively, the Knight of Cups may appear reversed when emotions are failing to flow.  You may be hiding your feelings or unable to know your heart’s desire.  This could also be a card indicating creative blocks, such as not being happy with any of the artwork you’ve done lately, or being unable to come up with a good idea for your next work.  In this case, a break may be helpful.

The number Nine is associated with The Hermit, which often signifies completion mostly in a material sense.  Nines represent a time for looking back over what one has done and feeling secure enough in one’s achievements that one is able to dedicate resources to others.  It is also a time to integrate one’s achievements into the complete vision of one’s life.  So the energies concur for you today:  solitude is your friend.  Make sure you get plenty of alone time.  Get to know yourself.  What you learn will help you in more ways than you know.  When the Hermit appears reversed, you are being asked to look carefully at the role of solitude in your life.  If you’ve been feeling irritable, depressed or moody lately, you may want to take some time alone.  Don’t take it personally if a loved one is pushing you away at this time; we all need time for ourselves occasionally.  It could be that though you are around other people, you are keeping your thoughts and feelings private for now.  Alternatively, The Hermit may show up reversed when you have been avoiding other people in order to avoid dealing with some situation, or when antisocial has become a dysfunctional habit for you.  It may be time to consider getting out there and connecting with others.